you know what? i was really proud of myself for being able to stay so happy for so long, and you just ruined it all. i used to feel like crap everyday of my life. i remember coming home from school and feeling a giant hole in my chest because all of your bullshit was just killing me. i changed schools because of YOU. YOU made me feel so depressed every day when i would be completely alone, when i got to watch you pick other people over me. but when i started this year, i found people who actually liked me. crazy thought, huh? i thought so to at the beginning. but as the year progressed, i realized that i wasn’t the one doing something wrong. YOU are the one who’s wrong here. YOU are the one who treats her friends like shit. i thought that not going to school together would make it easier for us to be friends since you could spend all day with that precious little queen bitch you call a friend, but i guess im still not good enough in your eyes since you like to play pretend and tell people that i try to steal your friends away and that i judge you and that i never have time for you blah blah blah. I dont know why you projected this malicious personality on me, but im actually not like that so nice try i guess. I honestly dont know if i even want to be your friend anymore because whenever we hang out i have to always watch myself to make sure that its you who’s sitting next to our other friend, and that you talk to her more than i do and stupid stuff like that. and after all the stuff ive done for you, you still refuse to trust me in anyway, and still think im a bad person. do you know what ive gone through for you?!

you made me sad again. i wont forgive you for that. i was going so well until you decided to go insane.